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missed

Skipped school again today. Firstly, the alarm can never wake me up on time. Secondly, im still too weak. Thirdly, Today's enterprise and I haven't use up my 'leaves'. Lastly, the weather was too nice to get out of bed. Very Nice.

I've been skipping school lately and trainings as well. I've not attended the whole week due to being sick,weak, and some stuffs I can't avoid. Im really sorry for the M-I-A but i'll get my butt down to RP tmr or is it later, no matter what. I don't wanna be physically weak anymore so I gotta push myself , harder and harder. That's the spirit eh ?

Anyways, i miss nightlife. Yes i miss staying out late with friends. Taking night rider home or even first train, feeling all sleepy. haha And even hanging out at the coffee shop nearby our houses, eating prata for supper and drinking teh. hahah really, i miss those days with those people. Now, we're just too busy with our own stuffs. With Work & school that we can't even meet up under the void deck for a chat. I miss y'all and I hope to see you guys soon.

its a tueeeeesssddaaaay

"When you are showered with compliments today (and you will be), try to accept them all graciously. Don't go for false modesty, it simply does not become you. Be grateful for the fact that the people around you have the sense to see how wonderful you are, and thank them for it! You have to get used to people telling you how great you are, because it's only going to happen more and more often as the days go by. You might as well start getting used to it today."

My horoscope's being sweet today. awww hahaha. Well thanks people for the compliments. nyeahah okay whatever. its just a horoscope.

PICTURE OF THE DAY.

Saturday's the day

Its 3.36 in the morning. I should be sleeping but no , not yet. I wanna sleep late so that I will wake up late , later. Im tired of waking up so early everytime. haha Anyway , we won the match just now. So , good one girls! And im pretty satisfied with the play today compared to last week's. And I can feel that my stamina's building up. That's good that's good.

At mt sophia , plainsunset was da bomb even though i suffocated for a while at the front. haha Despite the steep and tall stairs we had to climb up & despite the scary toilets , it was all worthwhile. I had fun with the friends. I had a good day. Im contented.

Lastly, the two hour talk made it complete. Im a happy person today and I guess I'll be smiling when im sleeping. Thank you friend.

Okay this blog lacks of pictures. So i'll upload some soon!

peace

"Today you should be wary of people taking advantage of you. If you give certain people an inch, they will surely take a mile. It's not that you shouldn't be friendly and generous like you usually are. It's just that you have to keep an eye out for people who are asking for too much too soon. Plan ahead of the needy people who might try to get on your good side -- have your boundaries set early, so that when they cross them you can remind them to step back and give you space."

Yes , recently , i feel used though im not too sure whether i am really being used. Its just sad when something I don't expect turns out to be the other way round. My heart keeps telling and convincing to believe but somehow , my eyes show me the opposite things. I am a little pissed now. And a little disappointed. Though Its only a new friendship , I still feel as though someone I knew for long betrayed me. You tried to twist stories , defending yourself but I know what I know. And every word you said , its still clear in my mind. But , because I am someone who forgives and forget , I'll do that now. I don't mind but please , just don't lie.

Three more weeks to school holidays. I can't wait. But i doubt I'll enjoy it. Im very sure that trainings will take up most of my time. Grrr , be prepared. And this is the first time , I feel bored and tired of floorball. I wanna enjoy. I wanna relax. I wanna have time for myself cause I feel that i've been neglecting my ownself. I need a break. I need holidays. I need to forget someone. I want someone to forget me. I want to go to the beach and listen to the waves at night. Yes that's it. I need peace, the most wonderful thing for now.

Take me away from reality for just a moment. I'll be satisfied.